She called me a loser because I find texting to po...

She called me a loser because I find texting to post entertaining :p

The girl sitting next to me called me a loser

The girl sitting next to me called me a loser

Sitting in the middle of class posting on my blog ...

Sitting in the middle of class posting on my blog :) I'm sorry this is too cool for me

Edit For Chapter 4 of Changes

Hey Loves! I've been working hard here recentley to catch up a little on where I got behind. Here's an edit for chapter 4 of Changes!


Also before I leave I can now text and post from my phone but they have to be short. I don't know if I can post pictures yet but I will try soon.

Hey guys I'm just testing this out to see if it wo...

Hey guys I'm just testing this out to see if it works on my phone. I have a dumb phone lol if it works I can post on the go

Just A Little Fun Post

I wrote this for fun out of boredom. Most of you guys won't know it's importance to me, but I'm gonna post it anyway. 

  I was the first person in class so I got to choose my seat. I sat in the back off to the side. As the room started filling up a boy walked in. Tall with dark eyes and dark hair. He looked really familiar but I couldn’t place him. He looked at me and smiled, so he recognizes me too. This is a different kind of familiar, I don’t remember him or his face but it’s his presence. In every place but my memory.

He walked over and sat down beside me. The familiar feeling keeps getting stronger. We’re in science so we have tables we sit at not desks. He got really quiet and really tense. 

*His POV*

When I walked in she was the only person in the room. I smiled because those bright blue eyes looked so familiar it almost hurt. I couldn’t place how I knew her. I racked my brain and couldn’t figure it out. Like whatever part of my memory that she’s in is just blank. Gone. 

Determined to figure out how I knew her I sat down at the table beside her. The familiar grew so strong that I broke into a cold sweat. I will know her before the end of this semester. 

*Her POV*

Eventually he untensed himself. I had listened to the teacher and it seemed like he had too, he didn’t make any sound throughout the whole class, I wasn’t exactly sure though. The teacher gave us time to get acquainted with each other and the rules. As we were doing that she started handing out papers for things. We only have three minutes of class left so everyone moved really quick. He got handed a paper and went to hand the extra one to me. His hand brushed mine and my heart flipped. I remembered him then.

*His POV* 

The teacher handed me two pieces of paper, so I had to hand the extra one to her. My hand brushed hers and my heart sank. I finally remembered her.”

*Her POV*

“Shaun?” I finally said looking at him.

He let out a breath he was holding. “Payton?”

We remembered each other.    

Twisted Chapter 20

*Two Days Later*

Why? That’s what I haven’t gotten. I also haven’t gotten whether I should believe it or not. I have no proof to show for what she said. I couldn’t just pop up and say “hey did you really screw her?” That just, to me, wouldn’t sound very good.

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Sitting in his living room watching whatever movie is on. This doesn’t feel right. At all. I’m not sure if it’s just me or if the tension and awkward is a mile thick.

“Aiden.”

He turned his head to look at me. His blue eyes were sparkling but it just wasn’t going to work tonight.

“Jennifer talked to me the other day. In person too . I know this is going to sound accusing or whatever but I’m not. I just want an answer.” He was now looking down with his lips pressed in a thin line. His arm was thrown over the back of the couch and his ankle was under his knee. He lifted his eyes to look at me, “I’m listening.”

I moved my head to look into his eyes. I felt my beanie slide back when I did it. “Sh-she said you and her had uh been-” this isn’t very easy to spit out “been messin’ around.”

“So basically you’re believing what Jennifer, of all people, says?”

“I didn’t say I believed it. I was just asking.” Thanks for making me feel stupid. It was a simple answer. The only difficult part was getting the truth out.

“Yeah but we all know in that little head of yours, in the back of your mind, you’re always gonna wonder it.” I knew he was right. So I might as well just give up. I still haven't gotten my answer though. I mean is it so hard to answer a question?

"Aiden, why didn't you just answer the question?"

Once again he looked at me, his face was totally serious. "Because I shouldn't have to."

Yeah like that was totally an answer.

"That's not an answer." At that point he stood up and walked into his room. Where was he going? The conversation isn't over sir. I lifted myself off the couch and started to walk in the direction of his room. I reached the door way to the hallway as he walked out of his room. He put his hands up and flung something at me. Lifting my hand up as it hit the palm of my hand. It was soft and not hard. Like a shirt or piece of clothing. Piece of clothing. Looking down into my hand I realized what was just thrown at me.

The black underwear. The pair with lace that had mysteriously disappeared until a short time ago when they resurfaced at Shain's house.

"And these are?"

"I believe you should know." He pointed to the underwear in my hands. "I mean since Jennifer wears a small. Alex wears a large. Look at the size. Paisley you're the only girl around any of us that wears a medium. So why don't you tell me what those are."

"Aiden how would you know what underwear size Jennifer wears? Or Alex for that matter."

I mean duh.

"Well for one I've been at your house when you've done laundry. Two, Alex isn't very modest so she just blurts things out. Three, I've held Jennifer's underwear in my hand."

In his hand? What the hell. Oh but this is gonna be my fault? No I don't think so. I asked a question. I didn't accuse him of anything. If he's gonna admit it then that's on him not me. The underwear are from Shain's house. His house...where. "Did we just admit that we've cheated on each other?"

He kinda shook his head and sucked on his lip as he looked at me, "yep, believe so".

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Eventually we just gave up and I drove home. Me and Aiden were over at that point. There was no explanation needed.

I pulled my phone out because I knew exactly who I needed to talk to. Timmy. We'd been on speaking terms for a while since everyone thought we'd had a fall out. Eventually we did stop talking. It was because of Daesi and Melody. I don't enjoy associating myself with them and Timmy does so I was like nope done.

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Paisley: Are we still friends?

Timmy: of course bbygirl

Paisley: I'm not your baby girl. I just needed to know.

Timmy: you need someone to talk to don't you?

Paisley: yeah, only if the past could be changed.

Timmy: want me to come over?? i can probably help. i promise.

Paisley: Sure, come on over.

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Before I knew it there were familiar headlights pulling in my driveway. He must have been close by when we were texting. I opened the door and let him in. “Long time no see.” I say while I’m letting him in.

He looks at me then grabs me into a big hug and in my ear, “it’s been too long.”

“I know.” I’m looking at him. We start walking towards the bonus room. “Ti-” “Pai-” We cut each other off. “No you first.” We say in unison. He speaks first, “Paisley, does this mean I’m staying?” I thought about it for a second. “Yeah, I hope so. Let’s not let each other ruin it again.”

Hey Loves! Payton here, is this chapter good?? I know I've kept y'all waiting long enough. Apologies for that by the way. I'm thinking about how to end this. I made myself a spider chart for it. I also made one for Old Ghosts and Changes. I've been working on updates for those also. Y'all get a edit for this chapter as well. I know I've posted it before but now I can truly post it with the part of the story it goes with!! 

Well Loves I hope you enjoy this chapter of Twisted, it's longer and I hope it's better. Later Loves.

~Payton

Finally A Story Update!!!!

I updated Old Ghosts!! I'm really excited for this story. I've now decided where I want it to go. I've also decided where I want some other stories to go. I'm really excited for it too!!

http://www.wattpad.com/47089894-old-ghosts-chapter-2?d=ud

Please tell me what you think guys!

Update On Twisted

Hello Loves! Chapter 20 of Twisted is on it's way I promise! I've been trying to write more in this chapter, also I've been thinking about how to make this blog better! If y'all have any ideas on that tell me. Chapter 2 of Old Ghosts is coming too. Also a new cover for With Luck. 

Spring Break just recently ended for me, I had SO much fun.

Well thats all I've got for now loves so I'll post again later!


~Payton :)

Update

Hey Loves! Sorry I haven't been on as much this month. Life has been kinda crazy. I'm okay in case you were wondering. I've got some plans for a couple future posts. I'm currently thinking about how to review Divergent, working on ch. 20 of Twisted, I've also been learning to play my keyboard. When I get better maybe I'll make a video. 

 Onward with the Divergent review. I'm thinking about doing a video. What kind of video would you guys like? A Q&A about what I thought about certain parts, one kind of like a slide show/trailer like I've done before, or  just with me talking about it? Please please please let me know. 

Chapter 20 is coming along, well it's something anyway. I'm hoping to make it a longer chapter than what I normally do. 

I can play Stay by Rihanna on my keyboard almost all the way through. No I can't sing and play at the same time yet. I also keep looking at my fingers. So I've got a long way to go. I'll keep you updated!

I've also been reading 'Blogging For Dumbies'. Hoping to make this blog better. Spread the word about this please. Follow me on Twitter, Wattpad. Just get the word out there. 

Later Loves!

~Payton