A/N So here's chapter 4, still currently working on chapter 5. Chapter 5 should be up really soon! I'm thinking about adding a couple of things to my blog posts, more information at the end. Enjoy Loves!
*Paisley's POV*
When I got in my car and got ready to head home I saw that my phone had done everything but exploded between Alex and Shain. I hadn't really talked to either one in a couple days. Not purposely, I just kinda put my phone off to the side for a couple days.
When I heard Shain's voicemails I had to pull over and cry, hard. After about twenty minutes I decided I needed to clean myself up and continue driving my black jeep, to where I wasn't sure. This drive used to be so pretty in the summer, I'd take my time just to see all the open fields. Right now I was driving like Danica Patrick and the roads seemed endless. I didn't like Shain feeling like that, it hurt to know he was in pain. He was literally my bestfriend. I mean there was Keylee but he came right behind her, but in first place for a guy. My phone started ringing and scared me. I swerved and it fell into the floor board. "Shit". I sniffed because my nose was still running. I pulled over again and answered seeing it was Aiden.
"Hello" I managed trying not to let my voice reveal that I had been crying.
"Paisley? Are you okay? You sound like you've been crying." Well crap. I can't tell him.
"..Uh..no. Well yeah kinda sorta yeah..not really."
"What?" Umm.
"I almost hit a squirrel. It scared me, I didn't cry but I swerved because I wasn't expecting it."
"Oh.." He didn't sound convinced but I couldn't really tell him about Shain. It wasn't my place.
"Yeah, uh, sorry if you got worried."
"Haha just a little, I was calling to tell you something but about the time you answered I forgot what I was gonna say", you could hear the smile in his voice.
"Well that sounds like me."
"Great minds think alike I guess, I'm gonna get in the shower to go on my family night".
"Okay I'm gonna be with Shain".
...
"Shain, open up!" I yelled as I knocked on the door.
I heard footsteps and, "aw shit, damn dog and what the the hell is he doin' naked?!", before Shain loudly opened the opened the door. His blonde hair a mess, green eyes red from either being high or crying, he wasn't wearing a shirt or pants just boxers and one sock.
"Where the hell have you been?" he snapped.
"Sorry.. I hadn't answered anyone if it helps any". I quietly mumbled with my head down.
"It's okay I get it. You finally have sex with Aiden and forget us all. No problem". Harsh. Ouch.
"I most certainly have not" I said after I picked up my jaws from the floor. "I didn't come here to get insulted. I cried the whole way here and it would be nice id you didn't shatter my heart again." I tried to make my tone sound stern, not sure how well it worked.
"I didn't mean to hurt you. I never wanted that!" He raised his voice like a child getting scalded about something again.
"Yeah well it happened and we can't change it. Now let me in and I don't mean just in the house."
He starred at me, "Shain don't make me let myself in", I tried to stand my ground.
"Okay, okay" he seemed defeated.
As I sat down on a chair in the corner of his bedroom I realized no one was home.
"She ripped my heart out and stomped it to a bloody pulp and kept me holding on." He finally admitted after a long silence.
"Oh Shain, I knew this would happen. Why did ya'll break up?"
"I told her I knew about her cheating on me".
Pained because I knew and didn't have the guys or balls to tell him. I closed my eyes.
"Oh God! You knew didn't you!"
My eyes shot open at what he said.
Not being able to look at him in the eyes, "she lead you on, the whole time first it was just her texting other guys behind you back and her wanting to make you jealous. Because she wanted you to break up with her so she could play the victim. When I realized her intentions I wanted to tell you, oh did I wanna tell you so bad, but she was like don't tell him and I wanted to tell you but I was afraid you would say something to her and I didn't want more drama." I closed my eyes as a tear fell. "Please don't be mad." I whispered.
"I can't believe you knew the whole fucking time!" He jumped up from the bed. I was terrified, not sure why. I guess because we were alone and I would have to go through him to run out the door. He started pacing, everything told me to bolt for the door, something made me stay.
"I knew this would happen.." I trailed off as I spoke. He stopped pacing and looked at me. "What exactly? Me with a broken heart, wanting to know why she couldn't have just ended it or you feeling like you should come baby sit and comfort me days after I call you or me being past hurt and now pissed?"
Taking a deep breath and letting it out as I spoke, "everything".
"Hmph".
Suddenly angered I snapped, "what do you mean hmph?"
He glared at me. "Well maybe if you didn't have Aiden shoved up your ass we'd be having a different conversation."
I quickly jumped up. "He is not shoved up my ass!"
"Oh really? Where did you come from?" He knew exactly because if I had come from any other direction I'd have come from the other end of his street and parked in the yard not the driveway because I was just a bitch I guess. " Whose the last person you talked to on the phone because I know it wasn't me." He was walking closer to me.
"Aiden's house and Aiden if you must know! Pardon the fuck out of me for being able to fall in love and not get lead on and get my heart crumbled because you couldn't stay hard in the bed and fell too hard for the wrong person. Pardon me for not wanting you to fall back to your new habits that everyone seems to have inherited and pardon me for rushing over here with tears in my eyes. Sorry for loving you more than I should and not telling anyone." I bolted for the door trying to hide the tears. Before I could get out the doorway Shain grabbed my waist with both arms wrapped completely around me. I grabbed the doorframe.
"You're not going anywhere so stop trying, you and I both know I'm stronger than you." He growled in my ear as my eyes went wide knowing what he was referring to. We'd been alone just like this and things got heated. I gave him my virginity without a second thought and he gave me his. Shortly after him and Alex had been together but right before me and Aiden decided to get together. We both swore to never mention it.
"Sh-Shain please don't hurt me." I whispered
"I could feel his grin against my ear, "never", he whispered against it.
He picked me up and turned me towards him. He tucked hair behind my ear. "Why would I do that to my bestfriend now? Oh thats right she withheld important information from me!" He shook me and tightened his grip. His green eyes went so dark.
"I-I'm so sorry" I managed.
He turned still holding me and tossed me to the bed, which wasn't far but I thought I was gonna die. I knew my hips would be sore from his tight hold he had had on them.\
As I landed I crawled backwards towards the middle. He slammed the door and walked towards the end of the bed. He reached for me but I crawled back further but not fast enough before he grabbed my left ankle and pulled me towards him as he grabbed my right one. He pulled me to the end of the bed and stood between my thighs. "Paisley, look at me." He said quietly. I wasn't sure if he was not pissed anymore or turning evil. I sat up thinking maybe I'd have a better chance if I could jump and grab something.
"You don't know how sorry you should be." Yeah not calm, he's went evil. He was laying me back and he pinned me but left my arms free. "I was really happy when you and Aiden decided to be more than friends. I'd been waiting a long time and we all figured you had a thing for him to, but he can't just come in and sweep you off your feet and take you away from us. I'd like to say oh hey wanna hang like we used to but no one ever replies so what's the point?" I pushed on his chest and his hands were on each side of my stomach and he pressed down, the harder I tried to push him off the harder he pressed down. I cried out. "Oh don't like that do ya? That's kinda what getting your heart shattered feels like but in your chest. You already know that though." He bent his head down to my ear, "don't ya?"
Please find the inner strength to get him off of me. I was begging myself and anything or anyone that would listen.
"Paisley, I asked you a question. Are you going to answer or make this worse for yourself?" He moved his knee up to stop just in front of my crotch.
"Ye-yes I do". I stumbled
"That's right-". He was ripped away only to reveal Aiden and Jace.
"Ja-Jace?" I questioned
"Yeah it's me now come one before Aiden blacks his eye." I ran to him and heard Aiden shout "touch her again and you're dead!" I looked up at Jace "oh shit". My eyes were big. He looked down at me, "yeah oh shit now come on."
A/N CONTINUED..
So I'm about to post 2 book reviews and I would like to know whether I should type it like I normally do or if I should video it and post it. What do you think? Tell me! PLEASE! Talk to me!!
Also I am thinking about posting my other story on here called With Luck, what do you think? Should I finish posting Twisted first or do both? TELL ME!! I can't change things or let anyone get to know me if you don't talk to me.
Well thats it so tell me what you think in the comments, tweet me, email me, something. Enjoy living Loves! KEEP SMILING AND KEEP YOUR HEAD HELD HIGH :D
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