I Hurt | 7-23-15

I do the only thing I'm good at
I write
I read
I steal
I hurt
I am the pain everyone craves
I am the pain that demands to be felt
And I hurt
I'm the cold water in the shower
I sit at the bottom of the tub
I'm the tears the soak sheets
I'm an evil that was created good
I hurt
I'm being up at 2am alone
I am the reaction
I am the consequences
I take risks carelessly
I hurt
I'm poison
I'm what people find at the bottom of a bottle
I fight or take flight
I run from problems
I hurt
I'm a knife that never lets go
I'm a beautiful darkness
I'm a painful truth
I am not a champion
I am hurting