What Do I Feel?

This is not how it was supposed to happen. I wasn't supposed to feel like this. I've always been so sure. Never the one to not have an answer. I always have a smart mouthed come back. Two totally different people making me feel this way at different times in my life? This isn't real. That doesn't happen. This isn't possible. That's something for the movies. Movies aren't real but yet I still don't know how I feel.