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Monday, January 25, 2016

Temporary Understanders

I like to pretend that my life is fine, not perfect, but fine. I enjoy acting like very loose piece has been picked up, thrown out or glued into place. 
Sometimes I start to stay up really late at night and then I start to think about things in depth. Overthinking if you will. Lately it seems it's the same thing that consumes my thoughts. Do you ever meet someone and it's like the puzzle piece fits? You just hit it off and then it all crashes down. You think so anyway. 
What about the ones who got away? The ones who understood you the most? It seems like those people are always temporary so you float between understanders. The ones who understand the most never seem to stick. 
What about those who you have deep history with you? Sometimes the quiet destroys you because you're lost without your understander. They had to be temporary though that's how life works. You always find a replacement understander. 
Do you ever wish understanders weren't temporary?

Thursday, January 14, 2016

House Of Leaves and Black Heels


I absolutely love this picture. My best friend, Katilyn, got me House Of Leaves for Christmas. When I opened it all I could think about was my black heels. I set the book and heels together for a picture and it turned out beautifully.

Tuesday, January 12, 2016

Hello, Goodbye, & Everything In Between autograph

 I hope this is one of my next reads. I'm really excited for this book. Back in October there was a book festival and I got this signed, we even took a picture together! I am loving being able to take good quality pictures and videos for ya'll. Hopefully soon I'll get some ways to make different backgrounds.

The cover of this book and the wood of the stairs really stands out to me for some reason, I don't know why, but I just like it. Maybe I like it because I like pink and brown together.



Tuesday, January 5, 2016

What Do I Feel?

This is not how it was supposed to happen. I wasn't supposed to feel like this. I've always been so sure. Never the one to not have an answer. I always have a smart mouthed come back. Two totally different people making me feel this way at different times in my life? This isn't real. That doesn't happen. This isn't possible. That's something for the movies. Movies aren't real but yet I still don't know how I feel.

Saturday, January 2, 2016

First Post of 2016!

I haven't been active a ton lately but I have no excuses other than the fact that I got a new camera for Christmas and I love it. I plan on getting new videos out to you soon so just hold tight. I hope to make more picture posts as well.