City Of Fallen Angels by Cassandra Clare Review

AHHHH!!! Book 4 was not a let down! Way to go Cassandra! THANK YOU! 

I loved how Simon was a much bigger part of the story in this book and that he had his own story!
 I like that he wasn't just on the sidelines. That ending!! OMG. So intense! I couldn't put it down! I seriously read almost 200 pages in one day. Which is a lot for me. I liked that Clary keeps maturing as the series goes on, she's not as naive anymore. Isabelle and Simon, like are they going to be a thing now? I hope! Kyle and Maia, will an old flame be sparked again?? Maybe. IDK! I want to knoow!!!
Obviously I give this book 5 stars ***** 
Go pick the series up!!

Twisted Chapter 10

A/N Hey Loves! Sorry about being a little late! I thought I had already posted chapter 10. Sorry Loves. Chapter 11 is coming soon. Not sure how much longer but I haven't started writing it yet, but I do have an idea on how start it :) Anyway! Enjoy Loves!

~Present~ *Paisley POV*

So far Keylee had done everything but tie me down. 

“I’ll kill him!” I kept yelling but she kept saying she couldn’t let me do that, someone is going to get a beat down!

“Paisley you can’t kill him, it’s illegal.”

“Illegal my ass!”

“Do you sleep through Criminal Minds?”

“Only sometimes, just the season wher-” I was cut off by my phone ringing. Yes I was actually going to answer now. We see what accidentally not answering your phone does. Actually my phone is on vibrate right now. So I could have missed a couple texts

2 missed calls- Aiden

5 texts- Aiden

We need to talk. Soon - Two hours ago

Don’t ignore me. - One hour and a half ago

1st missed call

Paisley answer the phone. - One hour ago

Ok now you’re makin’ me feel possessive. - One hour ago

2nd missed call

Well I guess you’ll talk to me when you’re ready, I’ll be awake. 

“Keylee look at this.” I moved to sit beside her.

She looked at me, green eyes full of honesty, “Paisley go call him, you’ll regret it if you don’t.”

I nodded and slipped out the backdoor. Dialing the familiar number I waited. Not long, it only rang twice.

“Hey.”

There was a thankful sigh on the other end. “I didn’t think you’d call me.” You could tell he was outside by the birds chirping in the background.

“I’ll always call you back.”

“I shouldn’t have walked away in the alley.”

“Aiden you need time to.”

“Why didn’t you follow me out?”

“Why didn’t you look back?”

“I thought you were behind me.”

“I thought you’d come back.”

“You cried didn’t you?”

I was silent.

“Geez Paisley, you never break down.”

“I know. Sometimes you just can’t help it. Everyone needs a good cry and everyone needs their moments, sometimes it happens at once.”

“.....What happened to me being your comfort zone?”

“What do you mean?”

“Everyone knew when times got tough on you, you ran to me. When you and Shain argued, you ran to me. When Tucker dropped you like a hot potato, I was your comfort zone. When everything fell apart, I was the one you called, not Shain. It used to seem that you wanted me to keep you safe from the big bad world and now I don’t. It’s like you hide all the bad things again. There’s a reason the word ‘Faith’ is on the ring, I know you want to remember her but you need to remember one thing.”

Drawing a deep breath, “what’s that?”

“Your problems are my problems to.”

“I can’t run to everyone else when I cross a bridge.”

“And you can’t get back up on your own if you go over the edge.”

“I can try.”

“Or drown.”

“I know how to swim.”

“I know CPR.”

“Are you saying you want me to drown so you can save me by kissing me?” I laughed.

He laughed, “yes, if you want me to.”

“Five minutes?”

“Make it twenty and I’m there.”

“Aiden?”

“What?”

“I’m carless.”

“Even better.”

When we hung up I told Keylee where I was going and that Aiden was on his way here. I told her about our conversation and she agreed that after something like that we should see each other in person anyway. I liked how she always hinted at what was best for me but never shoved it into my face.

When Aiden got to Keylee’s house he had to park at the end if the road and walk up, which didn’t bother me any, I liked walking and talking for some reason. Keylee’s grandparents didn’t even know that Aiden was showing up, and at five in the morning they didn’t need to.

Telling Keylee bye and Aiden promising her that I won’t go missing in the night we left. 

Walking back to Aiden’s truck gave me butterflies in my stomach and I didn’t know why, but they were good butterflies, not the ones that give you gas or make your stomach cramp up. We weren’t holding hands, we weren’t normal like that, but doesn’t everyone say their relationship isn’t normal? Up until that break-up that makes you realize you’re the same as everyone else. I hate thoughts like that, they make me worry about being mundane. It’s certainly not a weak point, more like a pet peeve.

“Paisley, what are you thinking about?”

“Why? Did I have that lost-in-thought-look again?”

“Yes.”

“I was thinking about how we don’t hold hands because we aren’t normal like that. Then I had one of those thoughts everyone hates.”

“Like what?”

“The doesn’t everyone think their relationship isn’t normal until they break up and you realize that you’re just as normal as everyone else.”

He kind of squinted and stared straight ahead, “I don’t see us breaking up, anytime soon that is, unless you have other plans.”

He was now looking down at me with those gorgeous blue eyes hoping I didn’t have other plans. 

“No I don’t have any other plans. Aiden do you worry about Shain?”

“Well..depends on what you mean by worry?”

“About me and Shain.”

He looked down at his feet like a middle schooler who just got handed his first detention slip, “sometimes but I wanna admit it.”

“You shouldn’t worry about it, I loved you first. Don’t take what I mean by that wrong, he treated me like a sister and I treated him like a brother. That kind of love. The love we have is different. Very different. Meeting you was destiny, getting to know you was a choice, but falling for you was out of my hands. I don’t know about you but that isn’t going away.”

His eyes sparkled, “ I-I think that’s the first time you’ve told me you loved me.”

Dimple smiling, “Consider yourself lucky, I don’t say it often but when I do you better damn well believe it. Because sometimes you don’t get another one.”

“....I hope to get another one.”

“You will.”

“No I’m serious. Like one day possibly when we’re married I want to wake up in a California king bed and look over to see you peacefully sleeping and think how did I end up with this amazing blessing. Then the alarm can go off or not, heck maybe a baby will cry and you’ll wake up and ask what I’m thinking about. I’ll say you but of course you’ll laugh and call me a liar. I would spend a thousand nights in Hell for that. Even for one moment. I’d die for you and you’d live you for me. Because I don’t believe it could go the other way around, I’d go insane.”

There was no words I could find to be spoken so being in his truck now I moved over to him, my hips straddling his I kiss him full force. Unbuttoning his black leather jacket and throwing it into the floorboard, somehow I lost my shirt. He stopped as if asking for permission to continue I answer by playing with the hem of his thin navy blue shirt. I was obviously in control, it seemed he didn’t mind until he turned and I was laid back. Supporting himself with his hands on each side of me on the seats so he wouldn’t crush me with his weight. Taking his shirt off for him and finding my hands all over his torso. My hair got pulled out of it’s ponytail to fall around my shoulders, his hands were getting tangled in it. We had both kicked our shoes off already, having no clue where they landed. My fingers were in the waistband of his jeans, as they always were when we kissed. I smiled, “this is not talking.”

He smiled with me, “So I’ve noticed.”

“I think enough has been said.”

“Most definitely.”

“So does that mean you won’t worry about Shain anymore?”

“No, not at all. I’ll never stop worrying about things, but you’ll always top the list.”

“I worry about you too. I have dreams about you.”

“What kind of dreams?”

“Crazy ones. You fall off cliffs and I can’t run fast enough, or where I hurt you like stab you for no apparent reason.”

He released a concerned sigh, “that almost makes me afraid for my safety.”

“I would never hurt you.”

“That goes two ways.”

“Speaking of you need to have a talk with Jace.”

“Why.’

“He can tell you.”

“I can’t have a talk with someone if I don’t know what I’m supposed to be talking about.”

“Keylee, that’s what.”

….

Finally home after what feels like forever. Yes it’s six in the morning and yes I am very tired.

I slept til almost three in the afternoon with no questions asked. Don’t know how that happened but it did. I feel like yesterday was never ending.

A/N Hope you enjoyed it! I will try my hardest to update chapter 11 quickly! 

Twisted Chapter 9

A/N Sorry this update took a while. School started and I'm slowly getting a good balance going. Chapter 10 is almost finished so it will be up soon. So please bare with me as I'm getting my balance set up. Well here it is Loves, enjoy :)

*Keylee’s Pov*

Paisley had taken all she could take and hit her breaking point last night. I never imagined Aiden being the one thing that made her snap. I realized he’s her saving grace, her steady ground in the tornado. She might be able to live without him, but not forever.

She’s been pacing my house the whole time not being able to sit still. I couldn’t help but feel sorry for her, but I had to be the strong one so therefore the tears I wanted to cry with her I couldn’t.

“Before I ruin your whole night tell me about Jace already!”

“Okay okay, oh I’m not sure I should,” I internally debated, “oh but I want to.”

“You should!”

Getting up and walking to better lighting like the bathroom I close the door and took my makeup off to reveal the greenish colored bruise that was now smaller.

“Okay open the door and don’t scream.” I said

Paisley slowly turned the knob and opened the door, “oh my chickens! Did Jace do that?”

Not being able to look her in the eye I mumbled, “Yeah.”

*Flashback*

The phone rang, I didn’t want to answer it knowing it was Jace so I took it off the hook for it to quit ringing. My grandparents still had a wire attached phone so I did it with ease. Smiling when I heard Jace talking to the table. I had to cover my mouth to keep from laughing. He still hasn’t figured out that I do that after we’ve been arguing. I can’t help how stupid he is, if you’re stupid enough to take a girl to the mall who isn’t your girlfriend then you are too stupid to have a girlfriend. Yes Jace cheated on me, more than once.

I listened to Jace continue to talk to the table like he thought I was actually there, what I couldn’t figure out was why he hadn’t hung up yet. On the other end of the line he was pouring his heart out and I was sitting here confused when all of a sudden he said, “turn around.” That’s when it all suddenly made sense. I turned to see him standing in front of my living room windows. I froze knowing I’d been caught and when I realized the door was unlocked it was too late he was already standing in front of me.

“Do you still love me?” He was looking at me with those blue eyes with his head tilted. I just stood there before finding an answer.

Weakly, “yeah.”

“Will you give me another chance?”

Turning my back to him, “no,” and I walked away, hearing him follow me I bolted for the bathroom and locked the door. I knew he couldn’t get in because he wasn’t that strong, he might have big biceps but not that big.

“Keylee open the door.” Even though that tan leather jacket and those blue eyes still make my knees weak I couldn’t open that door.

“Why won’t you open the door.”

“You’re not worth it.” I snapped as I was quietly unlocking the window. I started pacing after I opened it and locked it into place so it wouldn’t slam shut and ruin my whole plan.

“I don’t believe that’s what you were saying two months ago,” you could hear the egoistic smile in his voice.

Turning the faucet on and quickly washing my hands for the noise. You could hear him lean up against the door with both arms as he started repeating what I had told him in the backseat of his car. I slowly stood on top of the toilet and unlocked the window as I held it to keep it from shutting. I slipped out the window and quietly shut it back. I eased myself away from the window and off the low part of the roof to the deck.

Letting myself out of the backyard I eased into the garage and waited for Jace to give up and leave. Knowing I’d be here awhile I sat down on my granddad’s couch. I could be in the air conditioned garage all the until I needed a shower, I had a stocked fridge and a half bath.

Sometime later I fell asleep sitting up with my back against the arm of the couch and my head leaned over on the back.

I was woken up by someone kissing my neck, Jace.

“Remember when I kissed you there,” he moved to my jawline, “and there,” he moved to my collarbone, “Oh let’s not forget there.”

“Jace what are you doing?”

“Letting you remember,” I tried to stand but he pulled me back.

“I can remember fine on my own thanks, Jace go home.” He grabbed my hand and stood up, “gladly.”

“Not with me.”

“Well dang I thought I was getting somewhere.”

“No you’re not.”

He sighed, “ I would like to try again.”

“Which part? The part where you screwed three different girls in your bedroom or the part where you had a little blonde at the mall? Oh and lets not forget the hooker. Oh and let me remind you of the girl who you went to see right after our first kiss.” I tried to get the rest out but my voice cracked, cue the tears.

He looked at the floor like a puppy who’d been scolded, “I didn’t realize I’d fall for you.”

“And how long did that take you to figure out? Jace it was two weeks ago! I’d try to let it slide and I’d tried, you wanna know who’s done trying Jace? Why don’t you ask the girl who bawled her eyes out in the shower. Why don’t you ask the girl who’s pillowcases and sheets are tear stained. Or maybe you should ask the girl who wore your hoody and got mascara on the sleeves that won’t come out! Jace I trusted you more than anyone else.”

He was still looking at the floor, he’d shed his jacket at some point and now he was in just his jeans and a maroon v-neck t-shirt.

“I don’t wanna ruin what we have.” Still looking at the floor.

“Well you shattered it.”

“I wish I could take it back.”

“YOU CAN’T TAKE BACK SCREWING AROUND!”

He was suddenly right in front of me, “I can damn well try Keylee. I may not be the perfect guy and yeah I make mistakes and yeah lovin’ me could give you a heap of trouble and leave you at a dead end street but I’m trying. That’s all you can ask for right? Is for me to try. What do you expect from a guy who was never taught to love anyone but himself?”

“I expected someone to try a little harder. You know how long it had been since I’d seen you smile the way you smiled that day at the mall? Months. Your smile is what I loved the most about you, but it’s also what tore me down because I wasn’t the reason for that smile.”

“Oh but you were. Yes I saw everything you purchased to, nice lace bra by the way. When I was lookin’ for you earlier I saw it hanging in your closet with the price tag on it, I saw the lace underwear to match. You got more than one pair that day to. You never wore em.”

Embarrassed and looking at the floor, “they were for you. I bought them to wear for you.”

“You should know you don’t need those to turn me on.” He turned and walked away, but before he got too far from me, “So did the other chicks have lingerie for you to but you’re bored with it now? Is that what you’re saying?”

Next thing I knew I was backed further against the wall holding my cheek. He bent down, “you should really learn to stop playing with fire, someone always has to hold the matches and unless it’s you, you’ll get burned. Honey I’d hate to see that pretty face get burned. ”With that he left without another word.

*Flashback over*

“Which part of his ass should I kick first?”

A/N Enjoy Loves! I don't have a picture for this chapter, sorry! I will try my hardest to have some extras. Later Loves!

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Twisted Chapter 8

A/N Hey Loves here's chapter 8 of Twisted! I'll include a picture at the bottom. Along with some links, well enjoy Loves :)

*Paisley POV*

I knew Keylee and I had to talk sooner or later, it would be easier in a way while everything was still fresh so I could cry. Right now that’s all I wanted to do, I was either going to lose Aiden because I can’t let go of Shain or lose them both. I started sliding down the wall with my hand on my face not even wanting to go face everyone but I knew I had to eventually. Shain was my biggest worry right now but so was Aiden, I needed to fix both issues but I didn’t know which one to fix first. Shain has set off a chain reaction, he didn’t do it on his own but he sure as hell fueled it all I did was hold the matches too long. Letting a couple tears roll down my cheeks and not even bothering to wipe them away before they reached my neck and disappeared, I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I either had to call Tucker Ann or go see Jennifer. Tucker Ann is probably going to say I told you so and then we’ll argue because I don’t need to be told how stupid I am when she’s married with two kids at the age of twenty with a husband who is psycho and works at Wendy’s for Christ sakes. Yes I know that sounds bad to say but it’s true. We used to be like sisters ‘til I was dropped like a hot rock for someone else. Yes I am still a little bitter about it if you can’t tell. First I was like ‘oh she’ll come around’ then I was hurt, then I got hurt more and more. A person can only be pushed away so much by their own family before they stop trying, and I hit that point over a year ago. I miss her, that’s hard to say but I do. I cover it with my anger from being hurt and pushed away because that’s what it lead up to, but I really do. She was the only real connection I had to my mom’s family. I know all of ‘em but I’m kinda the outcast being the runaway’s kid and all. When Tucker Ann dumped me the only people I had to turn to were Aiden, Shain, and Keylee, sometimes Alex but only because she pried it out of me. I could really careless about Alex and Jennifer honestly, they've both ruined everyone around them’s lives. Jennifer tried to fix it but Alex just kept tearing and tearing away til there was nothing left. In a way I have no one but also in a different way I have everyone.

“Why are you in this alley all by yourself?” A gentle voice behind me asked, I knew it was Keylee so as I turned around I just crumbled into her arms and told the whole story. Starting at Alex admitting to cheating on Shain and ending where Aiden had left me in the alley with enough cry breaks to sink a ship. I included how much I missed Tucker, yeah I call her Tucker for short instead of Tucker Ann, its so much easier. Before I knew it Keylee was crying too. I knew we were in the alley for over an hour because I didn’t hear people laughing or talking, not even the music playing. Everyone must have went home. I sat there quiet for a minute before finally asking, “Keylee, what time is it?”

“Almost three a.m.” She said it like it was something normal.

“THREE A.M?”

“Yeah, do you really think time matters? Time might heal things but there’s a trick to it and the sooner people learn the trick to healing things with time correctly the quicker this world be fixed. You need mourning time, alone time and yes those are two different things trust me, talking time, but most importantly people should make the time to listen.”

Through the tears and mess I’d become somehow I found the strength to smile and say “Thank you.”

“No problem, btw I have got some Jace drama for you! Yes I am bringing this up now and yes you’re staying at my place, yes your dad knows and I am not taking no for an answer. Besides you need something to get your mind off all this,” she said as she was cleaning my face up with the help of a tissue that I knew couldn’t help but I let her try anyway, “you need down time. You need talk time and I have plenty of things we can talk about, you can cry again, you can laugh but first you have got to hear about Jace and I before you go off because you have got to get your mind off of Aiden, Shain, Alex, Jennifer, and whoever else decides to step in and break my girl, oh and don’t even bother callin’ Tucker because you know that ain’t gon’ help you any if anything she’ll make it worse and I would call her a bitch for the way she treated you but I know she’s your family so I can’t no matter how bad I want to.”

I laughed, it was weak but it was halfway there, “It’s okay, I’ve called her one to. I thought about calling her but anytime I talk to her and mention Shain or Aiden or anything else I’m told that I need to lose Shain and that I’m surrounded by drama so I don’t care anymore.” I started crying again because I knew that was a lie. “Keylee I know you’ve been a great step in for Tucker but I miss her, I miss the talks, I miss the laughs, I miss everything, but now it’s too late to get it back. I can’t keep acting like I don’t care when all I did was try. I tried to talk, I tried to vent, I even tried to get comforting words. I got nothing. How am I supposed to feel after that and all this time? How am I supposed to just accept it and move on? She doesn’t even know I slept with Shain! She doesn’t know that I even have a boyfriend, or had I don’t really know what’s going on with Aiden, she doesn't even know that I've ever kissed him. But oh I’m the bad one and I’m the reason for everything that was wrong but Mr. Suck Ass stepped in and made it all better so therefore I’m not needed because I’m just a stress for her.” I cried again but no tears came out.

A/N Hey again, so I have another quote that goes with this chapter, also the Wattpad link of course, I also have an August newsletter my friend and I have been working hard on and I'm thinking about posting it. If I post it I of course will include a link to her blog. I think that's all I've got to say for now so bye Loves!

http://www.wattpad.com/22421159-twisted-chapter-8#.Uf6v6NLrz_s

I think this quote goes really well with this chapter, what do you think Loves? Tell me.

Opal By Jennifer L Armentrout Review

First off...

OMG!!!!

Like what?! No!

Amazing!

Whew ok. So Apparently I'm not over my fandom. I purposely waited all night to post this because internally I was going crazy! 3rd book did not disappoint! No cliche ending at all, with the exception of foreshadowing off course. Yes there a was a ton of foreshadowing especially in the last 100 pages, yes I read over 100 pages yesterday just to finish that book. OMG. I seriously was hyperventilating. Ok maybe not but I wanted to, maybe I was internally but STILL OMG. Daemon is still just as sexy as ever! Dee well she's a story of her own. Ash, still a bitch. Andrew? Well he's Andrew. Matthew, we see more of him and I can now say I like Matthew's character. Blake? Umm *SPOILER ALERT* He's back! Along with Dawson! Dawson is finally back. I love Dawson! Even though we only get to talk to him in the 3rd book so far he's amazing! I love his personality. He's like an emotionally open Daemon. Ah yes I have to talk about Katy, Katy is more mature. She's changed but she still has her weak moments that the people around her don't see. We all have our weak moments but she doesn't show them for fear of putting the others in danger, which considering the situation at hand is pretty damn amazing. Anyway if you haven't read this Obsidian or Onyx read them!!!

The 4th book origin is coming out in August of this year! On the 27th!! How awesome??? The 5th book so far is untitled but sadly its the last book :( after that no more Daemon and Katy. Unless the author starts a spin off with Dawson and Beth, or something. Well that's it for now so bye Loves!

Twisted Chapter 7

A/N Hey Loves! Here's chapter 7 of Twisted. I'm going to add a picture of a quote that I think goes perfectly with this chapter. So see ya at the bottom of the page.

*Paisley POV*

“If we’re all getting back together then where are we going?”

“That’s a good question, we got kicked out of the parking lot.” Jace said.

Aiden was quiet for a second, it was so odd seeing him in the passenger seat for once. “We're gonna find a new parking lot, behind my granddad’s store. He gave me permission to use it anytime, so therefore unless we’re doing illegal crap the cops can’t tell us to leave because we have owner permission.”

“Actually, they can if they feel we’re suspicious, but they’d use some lame loitering excuse.” I believe I just burst his bubble.

Aiden has really matured since, well even before we started dating, but now it’s just like who are you? Are you the same Aiden I knew a year ago?

*Flashback* *Paisley POV*

*6 months ago*

Me, Alex, and Jennifer are going to eat lunch together. This is the first time in a while. They don't really speak anymore. They disagree on everything. Aiden, Shain, who dates who, yeah you get the idea. Alex doesn't think Aiden is good enough for me, let alone a good person but she hangs out with him because of Shain. It’s really hard to hang out with her because of what has recently happened between Shain and I. Considering that this is like their fourth time dating I’m not sure exactly how bad I should feel about it. I guess they haven’t figured out that getting back together with an ex is like reading a book again, you know exactly how it’s going to end.

Jennifer on the other hand loves that I like Aiden. She thinks we’re perfect for eachother. I think she just wants me to have a boyfriend so I can be distracted by him. Aiden and I have the chemistry but not enough to start a flame, in my opinion. I mean I like him, but I’m pretty sure he just likes to annoy the shit out of me. He insulted my ass. How do you insult someone’s ass and expect them not to get offended?

…

Our food just arrived a few minutes ago, we didn't really get the chance to talk because of the waiter. I think his name is Chase but anyway he keeps flirting with Jennifer, a lot.

Alex spoke first because she is just that damn nosy about everyone’s personal life, “So Paisley has Aiden made any moves yet?” Ugh she had to go there.

I blushed automatically because I hated talking about him like that.

“No, no he hasn’t. He skyped me the other night.” I smiled like an idiot, I couldn't help it. He has this crazy effect on me, I just don’t even know.

Alex giggled and Jennifer snickered but spoke first, “Oh they had skype sex!”

I couldn't help but laugh at their stupidity, which didn't help my case any.

“No we didn't.” They're both waiting on me to say I traded in my V card, but I can’t exactly. I prefer to keep people non-mad at me. Oh here come the guilty butterflies again.

“Okay okay if you didn't have Skype sex then what did ya’ll talk about?” Alex asked.

“Everything. He got a truck, he doesn't have to borrow his mom’s car anymore. Is it bad that I really like his truck,” I laughed. Okay so maybe I enjoy talking about him like this a little bit. “It’s a white Ford F150, 1995 model to be exact. Yes I know I know too much about his truck. He tried to show me but when he walked outside his connection got really bad so the picture was kind of pixely.” I spilled what I wanted to for the moment, and thank goodness the waiter came back again, yes his name is Chase. He was bringing us our receipts, he gave Jennifer her’s last and smiled as he handed it to her, all she did was say “yes.”

As Chase the flirty waiter guy walked away we started questioning Jennifer like she’d just been suspected for committing murder.

“Did he just ask you out on a date?” I gushed.

“With his number and a smiley face!” Jennifer added.

…

Alex paid and left, she had to go see Shain, of course. I turned to look at Jennifer, “I’ve got to admit this to you and you can’t tell anyone, especially Alex.”

“This is about Shain isn't it?” She looked back at me directly in the eyes.

“Yeah.”

“Spill it, now”

“.....I kinda..well..”

“Oh. My. Chickens. Did you sleep with him?”

I nodded.

“When!”

“Two weeks ago, it wasn't intentional I swear!”

*Flashback Over*

We were in the parking lot waiting on Milk, Ian of course was already here. Aiden and I slipped into the alley way, this time it was his back against the wall, not mine. We haven't kissed yet we were just kinda looking at each other.

Our lips finally met and it was like Heaven.

“I wasn't going to pulverize him earlier you know.” Aiden broke the silence.

“Good, I wasn't going to stand back and watch you either,” I laughed.

He smiled but kissed me back. His hands on my hips as we were all over each other, my hands were on his chest as his hands started slipping up my shirt. I grabbed his hands and pushed them away.

“Just let me see.”

“No.”

“Why.”

“You’ll get mad all over again.”

He let out an aggravated sigh and lowered his head to look down at me, “Paisley just let me see.”

“Fine,” I said as my shirt got lifted up and he saw the bruises Shain left on me. He looked at me but didn't say anything. I tried to kiss him again but I had a lump in my throat so I just hugged him. He was rubbing circles between my shoulder blades. I sniffed and let out the breath I was apparently holding.

“He’s not the same anymore.” I cried harder

“I know,” is all he said.

“I don't wanna lose him again.”

“Sometimes we have to give up things we don’t want to in order to see what’s good for us.”

I looked up at him, “Still doesn't mean you can’t fight for what feels right at the time.”

“It also doesn't mean that you’re going to know that before victory or defeat either.”

“I can try.”

“If he isn't fighting to keep you then why are you fighting to stay?”

“I don't know, do you know how many times I've wondered the same thing? I’d like to know why I need him around, but I don’t. Aiden, I can’t let go just yet and I can’t just walk away and not look back. If I did it’d be a miracle. I know it’d probably be better off but theres always a fight between what I know and what I feel.”

He just stared at me not knowing what to say, he didn't pursue any other kind of conversation. He just turned his head and walked away not bothering to see if I’d followed or not.

A/N So whatcha think Loves? Will Aiden and Paisley stay together?

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