Man Candy Monday

Zak Bagans. Investigator on Ghost Adventures and omg is he not gorgeous?! YES. Me and Zak could be best friends 😘💙 

Song on Repeat

Loves I don't have a song of the week for right now but I do have a song I keep listening to and listening to..and listening to. 

This video is everywhere! I'm sorry for the quality. I have a video I'm hoping to record and upload before next Monday. I think I'll only be posting it on my other blog. paytonsthoughts.blogspot.com so be on the look out for that. Well later Loves.

Fall Break Plans

Hey Loves, I decided to let you in on what I'm doing for my fall break since it is coming up this week. There are dress up days at school and free days. All I know so far is that Monday is Disney day, which let me say is a lot better than last year's Duck Dynasty Day/ Redneck Day. No I did not take part in that crazyness. Don't get me wrong I love Duck Dynasty and rednecks, two of which are my bestfriends hi S***n hi A***n and of course there's T***r, but the people at my school went so over the edge with it. No joke I almost told my mom that if I didn't make it home on time that she needed to come look for me in the forrest of people. BUT I am determined that this year will be fun! I am dressing up for Disney day. I don't know as what yet but I am. I have no clue what the rest of the week is.

Well that's enough about school, more about personal stuff right? Yes. I might be going to the movies with some friends, which doesn't sound very interesting but you see I don't leave my house much. I'm such a home body, I like being at home. I also enjoy being alone. Which sounds kind of depressing but it's really not. BUT I am so looking forward to it. S***n and his girlfriend are going along with me and A***n. No A***n is not my man friend. So yes I'm very excited about that. VERY. I recall VERY.

More about me and you guys? Of course. I plan on updating With Luck (Wattpad) and Twisted. I plan on adding more than just one chapter to both. I have really good plans for where I want Twisted to go, I have ideas forming in my head about With Luck. Also Life Plan over here! As of right now I have two more stories planned to go on my Wattpad, should I post them on here also? I want to know. I might decide to post on anyway but I'm not sure which one. Be on the look out for more to do with my stories coming up! Pictures, updates, insiders, etc, I'm sorry I haven't exactly been on the ball lately. Miley walked up naked and shoved me off to film a music video. Sorry not slamming her. 

I hope you guys enjoy this update. I know it's a little random, but feel free to comment, give me any ideas I like communication. Also what do you think of the videos? Should I post videos sometimes? Bye Loves

~Payton

Where Have I Been??

Hey Loves, I'm sure you're all wondering where I've been. I hope so anyway. If not well that's depressing. Anyway let's continue with this. 

My laptop battery went bad so now I have to keep it plugged up anytime I use it. Which isn't bad unless your room looks like mine. I had to clear a space on my desk to keep it at, which also isn't a bad thing but it was the getting there you see. I'm very organized, so organized in fact that I'm disfunctionally oragnized. If you didn't get my joke there I mean that all other places in my life are for the most part organized, BUT my room on the other hand is my lazy place. Yes it drives me crazy but not enough to change it. 

I don't like to find the time to clean my room. Actually I don't even try. I do try sometimes, that's what I was doing before I sat down to write this post or type rather. 

Also school has been kind of hectic. Projects, projects, projects. Spanish uses so many index cards, like OH MY STARS. I've used over 100 already. For Biology I had a project and made another blog for the presentation, which I did completly on my own. Thanks partner. I hope she doesn't see this lol. BUT in her defense I did kind of take over, but it was more of a 'I had to or we would have had nothing done' take over. 

You don't want to know all about my school life and why I had to make a blog about the Rough and Smooth ER of a cell. You want to know where I was. I was gone! I was trying to bring sexy back. JK I was just time consumed and let you guys fall behind :'( I'm sorry don't cry. I will try my best to be back I promise. Well that's all I have for right now Loves. Tomorrow and this weekend I will try and get caught up on some posts like another chapter of Twisted. MAYBE. Big maybe. I will try to get caught up on some posts though guys I promise to try and nothing more. 

Later Loves, 
Payton

Song of the Week #3

Hey Loves, I know I've been posting quite a few videos. Hang with me please as I am learning to use my camera app and thinking of new things to try. I promise I will be back to my normal blogging very soon. Have a good day Loves!

Song of the Week #2

So again just testing out my camera.

Song of the Week

So this is a song of the week video, because I wanted to learn how to use a new video app, so I'm going to be posting videos now!

I Got Pranked

Hey Loves! This is my video about getting pranked! Let my just say I got pranked pretty good.

Enjoy!

Ask.fm

I finally got one! Ask me stuff! I'll give you a link, I'll also add it to my links page, but anywho ask me stuff! 

http://ask.fm/pay6ton

I got pranked!

I haven't had anything interesting happen honestly. Well except I got pranked, and let me tell you I got pranked pretty good. BUT not good enough. They tried and honestly it was pretty good, but they didn't hold up to their lie very well and got caught in it. I'll try and post a video of the story. It's kinda long. Also my school is having a magazine drive right now and my class in 3rd place for today's turn in! GO COACH HARPER'S FIRST BLOCK!!

~ Payton

Twisted Chapter 12

*Paisley POV* 

"Hey Max! Don't forget to lock the door when you finish! I'll be in the parking lot waiting so don't pee your pants when you walk out." 

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket, checking it. 

Keylee

Btw I wasn't done with my story from the other night, there's more. If you would like to know. 

~Keys~

I quickly replied and continued home to find Shain sitting on the front steps of my house. Any other time I wouldn't have panicked except no one was home and no one knew he would be here. I turned my phone brightness down and texted Jace. 

Shain alert, don't tell Aiden, but I wanted to let you know for obvious reasons. 

*Magic Bananas* 

With that I got out and stood right on front of what looked to be a praying Shain. He looked up when I closed the car door. 

"Shain what are you doing here?" 

"Obviously here to talk to you." 

"Well start talkin'," I checked the time on my phone, " I have two hours."

He sighed, stood up and starting walking towards me but stopped. Starring me in the eyes, "I'm sorry, for everything. Putting you through hell, lying, not talking," he lifted the edge of my shirt to my bruises, "those. I just want you know I wasn't in the right state of mind. I was let's say trying something new. I'm not saying I didn't do it. I did it, I remember it but it was like I couldn't control me. I'm taking responsibility for it. Also you deserved more respect than that. You're the only friend who's wanted to kill me and hasn't yet. Thanks for that by the way. I mean along with Aiden but he's my half-brother so he doesn't really count-"

He's what?! Did he just say he and Aiden are brothers? No. I'm losing it that's totally not what he said. "Did you just say you and Aiden are brothers?" 

"Half, but yes I did." 

"..But Aiden doesn't know his dad." 

"That's because he died." 

"You have some explaining to do." 

"Do you want the one you were let to believe with the truth mixed in or the whole thing?" 

"Whichever is easier to understand." 

"This could take a while."

"First I want you to finish what you were saying." 

"Oh, well thanks anyway, you were right about Alex though. I shouldn't have went for her the second time. Jennifer was just a mistake, she hasn't given my shirt back either. Most of all though I'd like to be put back in the good graces, but I know I need to work for it. If anyone can convince Aiden of anything it's you. I mean have you seen the changes? Like dang dude take some Adderall. Get wild again.-"

"Adderall would make him almost go to sleep. He has ADHD." 

"Anyway, you changed him. You changed all of us. Don't you see you're the glue that keeps everyone together, but you're also the knife that cuts people out? I know you don't wanna hear this but I need you. Everyone needs you. Except for Milk he's just kinda there but still. We need you. You didn't like Alex from the beginning and you always knew Jennifer was lying. It's like you read people and you know who the enemy is before they attack. You're an inside source that goes undetected." 

"I just listen to everyone's story. I don't say forget them they're stupid. Whether I know it's true or not I listen. Staying nuetral is how you get things done. Not by violence, Shain." Of all the people I ever expected to have any conversation like this Shain was the last, but always seemed to be the first one to talk. You would think I got the idea by now. 

"Paisley why do you believe in me so much sometimes? I mess up all the time but you're always the first to forgive me." 

I took a deep breath before I answered, I never thought anyone had noticed that before. What I was going to answer him with I wanted to come straight from the heart, it did. 

"When no one else wants to believe in you not even yourself one person coming along who believes in you can change your whole attitude. All it takes is one person. I would much rather you put your trust in me than someone who could hurt you. Also because Shain I love you. Sometimes I don't know whether I'm stupid or it's my heart telling me to stay but I never leave. So therefore I have to stay with the person who was like the brother I never wanted but now I won't let go of. 

"I wish I could do the same." 

"You used to." 

"I did?" At this point we had walked onto my back patio and were sitting at the wrought iron patio set that somehow had not had new cushions to replace the old ones. 

"Yeah you did, then Alex came along and changed everything. You tried to continue acting the part but it just didn't work out. I tried to ignore it but Shain there's just something's you can ignore forever." I was straddling the bench of the patio set while Shain sat like a normal person.

" I understand, but I'm not the only one who started shutting people out." 

"Oh really? How am I supposed to talk to someone who doesn't reply? Eventually you give up and hope they miss you." I spoke sharply and clearly to get my point across. His green eyes were locked on my grey blue ones. 

"....But you used to at least try. I know I wasn't the friend I was supposed to be, when I got slapped with reality once in awhile I came back." 

I sighed, knowing he was right. "Sometimes the back and forth game can only go so far." 

I hand my hands  on the wood in front of me, it had been well weathered and somewhat bent. I believe we are sitting closer than we were before but I'm not exactly sure. 

"It seemed to get you somewhere." 

"That was because no one wanted to admit anything." 

His expression changed from listening to I-know-that's-a-load-of-the-crappy-truth. 

"Shain it's true and you know it." 

"Yeah, do you think I hurt it?" 

"No. You just kept it from growing for a little while. In the end it was a good thing." He was watching my hands and picked up my left one and ran a finger over my ring. 

"That’s a pretty ring, I know when he looked at others like it and designed it. I was with him and we talked about which design you would like more, I told him to just choose the one that looked more like you. Also it’s not silver it’s white gold.”

“Stop changing the subject. How are you and Aiden brothers.”

“Half. Only half,” he pointed at his hair, “obviously mine was a blonde.”

“Continue.”

“Alright alright, so he’s actually a pretty well known guy. You may not know him but your dad would." 

"Who is he?" 

"Marcus Baker."

"Oh, the guy that got shot when we were younger? Why'd he get shot again?"

"Poker. He was winning in a poker game that he was supposed to lose. Obviously making deals with the wrong people have deadly conquences." 

"How are you and Aiden brothers though? It still doesn't make any sense." 

"Well my mom, Anne, got her little love story with the bad boy. Got knocked up with yours truly and about 6 months after I was born he walked out. He wouldn't have left if Julie, Aiden's mom, hadn't have been pregnant to. So that's why me and Aiden have about a four month age difference because dear sweet Marcus gave up on going back and forth. So he just left both women alone."

"So why do you have a different last name?" 

"I have my momma's name, duh. I figured that'd have been obvious." He smiled, he never can have a serious conversation. 

Shain was now sitting the same way I was and we were face to face. Once again closer somehow, "Shain, this is a lot to take in. You-you should leave now."

"Oh I also forgot, I got kicked out."

Well great. 

Here's Shain! Isn't he pretty hot?! MMMMHHMMM!!!

September Newsletter

Hey Loves! I did another link newsletter! There isn't really anything to say about it so here it is!

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Nh15UkTBfeU3-b4tJrWPPLhJsRFPi1kME-aefkxPxWk/edit?usp=sharing

Kheyenne

This is Kheyenne from With Luck, my other story. It's on Wattpad. I'll leave a link below.

http://www.wattpad.com/9786210-with-luck#.Ui4KhMY3vO0

New iPod!!!

I got a new iPod!!! Yay!!!! Finally blogging and everything is easier!! I know this post is really pointless but I'm soo excited!! 

~Payton

Suicide Awareness Day

September 10th!! 



Please Participate!! That's all I ask! Be part of something bigger than yourself.

Twisted Chapter 11

*Jennifer’s POV*

I smiled every time I looked at the Walmart bag on my dresser. Evil I know, I can’t help it. People shouldn’t take credit for what I did. Everyone can leave me out and not give credit where it is do. She thinks she fixed everything but no she made it worse, but of course she was better than me, but what do I know. I’m just the bitch who broke him. I’m going to get my revenge, I’m comin’ back. What am I doing, oh I’m just gonna break their favorite little toy. They’ll never know what happened. They can ignore me but I’ll never be gone forever.

Driving to Shain’s house, listening to Paramore’s Misery Business on repeat, I was looking forward to everything. I was going to seduce him and BAM.

*Aiden’s POV*

“Jace what did you do? Man it can’t be that bad.”

He kept looking forward and just answered with, “it is.”

“Well dang what did you do. We all know you cheated on Keylee, which by the way was a dick move. So I was told I needed to talk to you about her and I don’t know what I’m supposed to be talkin’ ‘bout so someone needs to explain somethin’.”

He closed his eyes tight, “I hit her Aiden, I hit her.”

“Jace! What the heck man!” I turned in the driver’s seat to look at him.

“I know.”

“At least I know why Paisley wanted to kick your ass.”

“Remind me to stay away from her for a while.”

“Hey I ain’t gonna hold her back if she finds you. Apparently she’s a little feisty, and I ain’t gettin’ hit by her.” I held my hands up.

“I don’t want to be hit by her either but I can’t fix me alone.”

“Don’t turn into Shain man we see how that works out.”

“Good for a little while.”

“Yeah but you’re not Shain.”

“And he’s not you.”

“Duh, wait what.”

“I don’t know I’m on crack.”

“Explains so much. Wait really.”

“No. You think it could work?”

“I don’t know man all I’ve ever done is smoke weed. Last time was a couple years ago, but oh wait no man it won’t work.”

He gave me a concerned look out the corner of his eye, “I worry about you sometimes.”

“That’s why I have Paisley.”

“You do realize you’ve mentioned her twice now in four minutes.”

“Sorry.”

“Are you going to see her later today?”

“No, tomorrow, what about you are you going to try and fix it with Keylee?”

“I don’t know how.”

“Sorry is a good start.”

“Well no duh. I mean where to go from there.”

“Obviously not making fast movements and standing too close.”

He sighed, “sometimes it’d be nice if you didn’t state the obvious.”

“You know you didn’t think of either one of those till ten seconds ago.”

“Well no bu-”

“See I win.”

Unenthusiastically, “first place trophy to nowhere.”

“Of course!”

“No seriously what are you going to do?”

“I don’t know, I called her, she hung up, we talked, and now it’s my turn again and I’m drawing blanks.”

“In person Jace.”

“We did talk in person.”

“Again Jace.”

“Could we please stop using three to five word sentences?”

“I don’t know Jace.”

“This is why I need more friends.”

“Yes but you won’t find better ones.”

“ I always find a way.”

“That gets you burned.”

“Don’t remind me. My butt is still scarred.”

“Really?”

“Yeah.”

A/N Sorry this is kinda boring guys! Writer’s block is frustrating!! I hope chapter 12 is a little better. I’d hate to get this far only for it to suck.
~Payton

New Blog!

I started a blog that is kind of like a diary entry place. So all the personal ish will be there, like what's to come in my stories maybe, and all that jazz. So I'll leave the link and go check it out.

http://paytonsthoughts1212.blogspot.com/

See ya later Loves